tick tok tick tok tick tok tick tok tick tok tick…………………(n)

Clocks tickin’ and before you know it, it’s december already. I know, it’s kinda too late to be surprised about december.. But hell yeah, I am surprised.

On the 3rd of december, I finish with my exam, and my last paper is Chemistry. I thought that all my fear and agony would be gone once I finish my chemistry paper.. But then, the agonizing fear start to crawl back when i think about how my STPM result.. Which will be out sometime next year.

Then, On the 4th of december………. It’s my birthday!! Thx to those who didn’t forget my birthday & wish me on my birthday.. I really appreciate it, espescially the SMS that arrive at the brink of the dawn. Waking up till 12am to wish someones birthday must require a lot.. But then, there are those people who claimed to be my Best Friend, but didn’t even bother SMS-ing me on my birthday… Let alone leaving a birthday comment on my fs.

And just yesterday, My hamster died… I found him lying on the floor, bleeding and cold. At the same morning, I also find my goldfish(which I Just bought on my befday) floating at the top of my aquarium..Cold and dead.

When I come to think of it, My life are filled with Drama..Which I hate so much. There’s the English camp(in which I was the camp director!) that didn’t really work, the unfinished-but-overdue chemistry&biology practical work… And then, there’s my feud with some of my friend, the make-up and break-up with my friends..

Most of my life this year revolve around my school days. It could be depressing, and at times, I do wish some terrorist would come to my school and blow it, so I don’t have to attend school anymore(hey, no school means no study). But, as hard as it it, I manage to finish it.

There’s a lot of break-ups and make-ups happen between me & my buddy this year, and a hell lot of feud( + some misunderstanding).But, Thanx to my family, my buddy and my teacher for always being there for me. Despite all the misunderstanding, they are the one who always push me pass my limits.

Mommy,Papa,Sis,Kakak Bibi,Jell Julius,Cousin Donna,

Mrs.Masniah,Mrs.Pat,Mr.Norbert and all teacher who taught me since Form1,

Sandra,Qutrun,Marrylin,Monica,Herwie,Baccylin,Jenny@Nab, Sulehe,Rajie,Zebe,Izad,Dzebie,

Dinor,Saud,Ed,Atiqah,Ismadi@ Achai,Sya,

All the members of the SMKDPMS choir group &

All the members of the SMKDPMS English Language Society.

Thank You for being part of my life and thank you for being there for me.

(and to those who always anonymously miss-called me at night,thnx too.)